miyako12

I found out something.. When my parents yell at me or get mad at me or say rude/mean or seemingly hurtful comments.. I really DON'T care! Haha. I just got so used to it that I simply don't care. That's kinda funny. At least it saves me some pain? Yeep, that's how I see it. Dearest parents, Go ahead, call me a disappointment. Yell at me, ground me, tell me you'll disown me. But just know that you are not hurting me. kthxbai. But what does hurt me is the thought YOU say or do something. Oh gawsh.. Well you haven't done anything yet. But I think you might, subconsciously. :[ p/s: !ichigopockygirl (https://www.deviantart.com/ichigopockygirl) , please answer your text messages. :/

I haven't talked to you for a while. It hurts, not being able to talk to you. I wish I had more courage and strength to deal with you.. I trusted you so much. I still do. It just hurts... Come back? Please? I could lend you a knife; stabbing me would hurt much less. Just talk to me again.

To you, you, you, and you. But most importantly, YOU. I love you, x2983418979139047351780147897631.